#069 in your freedom.

❝i offer devotion❞

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HAII.

shiz i havent blogged in ages.

anyways.

my life has been great

and i got my IA group.

did i mention that before? :S

im with

Rebecca, Wuish, Ayesha and Waifung.

:D :D

anyways. i had my school photos today >B(

i think i turned out pretty crap. pity really.

I HAVE BEEN SO FRIKIN BUSY

i need to

to my graphics project which is due thursday

revise for mocks which is tomorrow and friday

ICT and MATHS exams are in a month

Write a letter to apply for director of interact

go out to buy food for IA

plan the menu for IA

TONS OF HW

omg... im killing myself here.

so yeah life has been pretty busy

AND I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ABOUT either.

so yeah

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#068 just the way you are.

❝cause you are amazing❞

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hellooo organisms of the world :)

i shall compile my two days.

well.

i had to wake up at 10 yesterday :O

and like i was SOO TIRED I COULDNT EVEN OPEN MY EYES.

cause some visitors were coming over :O

sO I JUST LOCKED MYSELF IN THE TOILET. :O :O and i was like texting and using my itouch.

:D im so cool [not]

anywayysss. the day felt like forever.

i was SOO BORED.

i was like doing paper 2's

and shiz.

JEEZ i was about to kill myself.

then i fell asleep for like an hour

and i woke up half way and realised that my aunty was here to pick me up for church :O

I WAS LIKE RUSHING LIKE CRAAZYY I DIDNT HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING.

i had no bag. no gum. no lipbalm. NOTHING. except my phone and my itouch >B(

so anyywayys, i went to church blahh blah blah.

and dude there WERE SOOO MANY DISTRACTIONS.

1.) Michelle was high & talking a lot

2.) Russell passed me the phone and it read "i would want my sight, not smell coz i dont wanna smell Alex"

(i dont think you understood that lul, you dont have to :P )

3.) Alex texted saying i was very quiet at service today

4.) Michelle was still high and talking a lot

5.) Mark texted me saying "Texting him during service :P"

6.) Michelle was extra high and talking a lot

7.) My aunty made me run back to ask my cousin about the Honda. TWICE.

8.) MORE TEXTS D:

9.) unknown number started spamming my phone.

10.) unknown number called me

11.) Michelle and I ditched each other.

12.) My aunty was forcing me to go for this thing on sunday

13.) MORE TEXTS!!!!!!

So yeah. i couldnt really concentrate that day. D:

except for some parts :)

then i had to go eat organic food with my aunty after that >B(

eeewwww.

well yeah that was pretty much my day :D

OH YES AND I BOUGHT A MASSSIIVEEE PACKET OF NERDS.

shizzzy hell i cant finish it.

AND TODAY.

i just had boring old school.

jeez.

WAY TOO MUCH HW >B(

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#067 ghosts n stuff

❝we have sold in the cold, physical design❞

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woke up at 7 today :O

HAH, people who underestimated me & said i wouldnt be able to wake up, i proved you wrong. :D

okay anyways.

i went to Calvary..

and i just waited for people to arrive.

FOR 30 minutes. haiya malaysians.

anyways there were only like 4 girls :| outta like 16/18 + people

and like yus we left. went in two vans

we like stopped by at 7 11 :D

i bought lipton green tea.

omnomnomnomn

then the drive was like AN HOUR to calvaryland.

then the lady showed 5 of us around (because it was the first time for us there)

and after that they asked us if we wanted to do

PAINTING WALLS OR FILLING IN CAPSULES.

all the new people filled in capsules.

there were 5 of us

we had to basically open the capsule. PUT IN THE POWDER. AND CLOSE IT.

it was a pill for diabetic patients.

dude we breathed in so much of it.

IT WAS SOO GROOSSSSS. gahh!!!

JEEZ. me and Jason felt like it was going on FOREVER.

btw hes a dude from alicesmith in year 9 :P

and like we were counting down. 5 MINUTES HAS PASSED!!

another 5 MINUTES HAS PASSED

then we started debating about ASS and GIS :D

occasionally, the painting people would come visit us,

and start laughing at us because we were being tortured.

PLUS WE HAD TO WEAR FACE MASKS AND GLOVES

there was a point where i left the room to get my itouch,

and everyone was like.

EI DOCTORR!!!!

yeaahh.

then Alex came in. and he started calling me a nerd again.

PSSHHTT REALLY.

and i asked him why he was so lazy and shiz, he was meant to be painting.

and he was like SHHH.

then russell and him started tap-tapping.

YUHH.

BTW. we finished 1000 capsules in 1 hours.

then we were free :)

LEFT THE ROOM

FREEEEDOOOMMMMM :D :D

anyways we had to peel the paint off the walls.

coz apparently, the people used the wrong paint.

took 20 minutes to paint.

and 3 hours to remove.

how convenient.

SO YEAHH i was peeling with this dude.

i forgot his name :|

ohmaagaaahhh. i seriously forgot everyone's names except for the people i actually talk to.

OKAY so we were just peeling.

and i was sweatinggg.

then it was time for lunch :D

went to a bistro, and there was FREE WIFI!

so i was just talking to brian.

THENN, i had thai friedrice, NOT BAD.i gave half to Alex cause i was full.

THENNN.

got back to calvary land and continued painttinnggg , and scraping walls.

and some people got paint on their hands, and couldnt get it off, so they had to use this thinggymabob.

to remove it. AND IT APPARENTLY STINGS LIKE CRAP.

so i painted the walls. and i had paint everywhere. especially my arms.

and like some got into my eye.

psht.

OHH YEAHH then like i wiped tons of paint on Hon Neng. i think thats his name :|

YEAH :D

apparently alex also doesnt trust me

I JUST REALISED THAT HE INSULTS ME ALOT

and alex dared me to go up to the geese that were running around, like 2 ft away.

i was about to, but then i "chickened" out.

we cleaned uppp and stufff and yeah that took some time.

then i think we got lazy XD so some of us went into the room, and started taking photos.

BAHHAHA MARK WAS FUNNY.

and yeah, alex stunk up the whole room with his SWEAT. EEWW

and and and, i put anna sui perfume on him :D

WOOO.

THEN, Jason took my itouch, and started playing with it and stuff.

LOL SO FUNNY.

GAHH THERES TOO MUCH TO WRITE AND IM LAZY.

anyways it was prettty funn :D

on the way back. i was just like sleeeping in the bus.

pretty much everyone was. :P

okay im getting lazy to type.

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#066 planets.

❝as if i had stars to capture your embrace❞

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i slept at 3.30am today :O and i got 3 hours of sleep

GAH killed me.

i was doing Paper 4's cause ms yap would like LITERALLY SLAUGHTER ME if i didnt do it.

dskjfndksjn so yeah.

so in the morning, i paid for my IA trip.

its official now ): im going.

and for 1st period, i had english.

we had to like fill in gaps of a poem.

WOOOOOOH Kenny and I totally owned Aaron & Naz :D

then we had to draw pictures that were associated with the poem.

Kenny polluted the page with like.. WEIRD STUFF.

then i had ms YAP :)

i actually listened today :D

i dont wanna fail my addmaths exam :O :O

im doing trigo.. and the subtopic we are doing now confuses me SO BAD.

so i had to stay back during lunch for my previous detention + extra lesson for trigo.

SADDENING really.

OH BTW.

this convo just proves how much i am in denial with the fact that i am lazy :)

i dont think that deserved a smiley at the end o.0

ah well.

READ READ READ

Me: i had addmaths TWICE today, then i had a detention with my addmaths teacher

Alex: Detention? For what?

Me: ADDMATHS.

Alex: :P tsk tsk naughty girl

Me: & you told me i was a nerd yesterday

Alex: Bleh, nerds can be naughty too

Me: im not a neerrrddd;

Alex: i dont know a person who is not a nerd that stays up till 3am to do work

Me: Lol. im a good girl then :D

Alex: Good girls dont get detention

Me: SHUSSHHH

* i totally got owned there *

okay anyways. ms mangin didnt kill me for not handing up my book to her :D

WOOOOOH.

and last period was PE.

GYM! :D

i think Shawn finally acknowledged that my arms are pretty weak :D

eeeee. weights. SO HEAVYYYY.

i did like cardio. i ran 1km speed 12. thenn, i just did weights the rest of the time

OH YEAH, and i used the skipping rope too :D

shizz, Jeremy is pro at it.

GAHH IM HAVING A STOMACH ACHE NOW ):

pain.

AHHHHHH CRAMPSSSS :'(

BYE.

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#065 nothing is impossible.

❝through you, i can do anything, i can do all things❞

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i woke up at 1.30 today.

i actually woke up at 11. but i really couldnt give a fdksjfnds to wake up.

anyways.

i got my tumblr up and running :) and i changed my theme.

i think it looks way better than it did before.

http://etiquette-poopsicles.tumblr.com/

go check it out :)

anyways. my msn aint working.

and i got a list of things to do today

-paper 4's

-paper 2's

-english summary

-differentiation homework.

shiz. its like 6 and i havent started :O :O screwed. screwed

but its okay. coz i gained lots of energy from sleeping like a pig :D

gah im such a lazy butt.

OH YES. and i ordered pizza :D :D

which explains the first picture on my tumblr.

i was like reblogging shiz.

and i SAW THIS CHEESY GOODNESS :D

i just had to order it :D

YEAAAAAHHH ;)

anyways. im so glad its a hol today :)

just 1 more day till i can relax.

WELL. not really. coz im gonna be stuck at calvaryland doing community service with my church

BUT THATS OKAY :) i like community service.

it gives a sense of CARING-NESS and GOOD-NESS :D

and i like being caring ;)

and also, my karma will go WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP :D

OH OH and yes. i got a new visitor from Canada :D

and USA

and 2 from Malaysia.

which meeaanss.

I REACH 200 unique visitors :)

yayyy.

okay i shall stop :D

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#064 love.

❝jaeson ma ft bruno mars. heart.❞

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Holy spirit. Come. Show us what true love is

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is. But I´m a tell you what true love is. Love is not what you see in the movies. Its not the ecstasy its not what you see in that scene you know what I mean? I´m telling you right now true love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love. Love is when you lay down your life for another whether for your brother your mother your father or your sister its even laying down your life for your enemies that´s unthinkable but think about that. Love is true. Think.

Chorus:

I´ll put you in front of me

So everybody can see

My love this is my love

I know that I´ll be alright

As long as you are my guide

My love this is my love

Love is patient love is kind. It does not envy it does not boast it is not proud. It is not rude it is not self-seeking it is not easily angered it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects always trusts always hopes it always perseveres.

Love never fails. Love is everlasting its eternal it goes on and on it goes beyond time love is the only thing that will last when you die but ask the question why? Do you have love?

(Chorus)

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends. Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? You´re probably willing to lay down your life for your mother your father or your best friends but are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you? I´m going to tell you who did that the definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love. The nails in his hands the thorns in his brow hanging on a cross for your sin my sins that is LOVE he died for you and me while we still hated him that is love. God is true love and if you don´t know this love now is the time to know perfect love.

(Chorus)

AHH i love this :) :)

i love how he used a verse from the bible and made it into Verse 2

:D :D

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#063 remedy.

❝spin me faster like a kaleidoscope❞

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i was in a baaad mood today

not to mention i was having a really bad hair day.

my hair wasnt listening to me,

and it was like frikkin flat, i dunno, it just looked really bad.

and my EYES. jeez. it was like kfjdsnkdjfsnfds.

yeah. well at least it didnt rain today.

i had chemistry first,

and seriously, i dont get what dr.w was talking about.

somehing about exothermic reactions and reversing the reaction and stuff like that.

i dont get it.

then english. ew.

MALAY. gah.

and ADDMATHS with the YAP.

jeez. i got detention again. fdskgnfdsn.

when i got home i like fell asleep

and i was woken up by taras.

uhhh. he wanted me to send him like his homework or something :S

BUT I LEFT MY FRIKKIN PENDRIVE IN SCHOOL.

SO NOW, Taras and I cant do our graphics D:

SORRAY :S

At least tomorrow is a holiday :D

i just realised that a friend pulled off a poster for me :D

and yay im thankful :D

i like didnt know until today.

:) :)

and yeah its official :O

IM GONNA DO SILVER AWARD.

gah. leeches and camping and shiz. SWEAT.

greaattt. i dont know why i did this again?

im planning on doing..

tennis for physical

refugees/reach for community

and ill do cooking for new skill (if my friends are doing it)

SO YEAAAH :D

im kinda excited and kinda not.

blaahhh.

OH and nicole is trying to fix my audi for me

SO AARON, NICOLE AND I can play together!!

im such a game addict seriously.

WELL ITS NOT SO SERIOUS :D so yeah.

OH OH. i finished personal preference today :D

so yeah that was good (Y)

rant.

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#062 erase me.

❝i keep on running❞

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wooooo. hello.

IM CLOSE to 200 individuals who have visited my blog :)

anyways.

it rained like crazy this morning

it was so nice but kinda sucky

when i was walking down from the fifth floor to go to maths, it was like so frikkin cold and the rain;

was like saturating me alive man.

and when i was walking down the corridor, i was talking to vikram,

about some "stuff" the wind was like blowing in my direction and it was drenching me.

so i started pushing him into the rain to the right because i didnt wanna get wet. :D duh. :D

i was literally drenched on my left despite my pushing 0.0

and i took off my socks as well. coz yes they were drenched as well

& wuishen was just like "this is pretty fun"

and im like. NO!

i hope that made sense, coz im kinda ranting.. my head isnt really where its supposed to be today.

& i dont really feel like using my brain(equals crap english) right now so yeah

yeah.

everything else was really boring..

like english, and maths and physics and ict.

psht.

actually ict is alright :)

coz i can talk.

man im really mad at my mom right now

3rd thing i hate about her.

i hate it when she shouts at me for no reason.

nfdisjndsangvoangovirangolvekrnasvlfdnsblkdjfns

she was sooo effing loud.

havent heard her that loud before.

terrifying it really is 0.0

sorry for being so boring these few days ):

i know i keep repeating that.

but i really dont know what to talk about D:

life is so boringgg and shizz.

OHOH and this saturday i decided to follow my church to

CALVARYLAND.

http://www.calvary.org.my/Links/Calvaryland.html

yeahhh :)

Kerby and Alex.L were asking me if i was gonna go.. and i was like..

I DUNNO..

michelle aint goingg.

imma be ditched and shiz like that.

but then i changed my mind.

i mean.. SATURDAYS ARE SOO BORINNG, really.

and then i can SOCIALIZE with peeps.

thats right.

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